All things gone, only one remains. But this one holds the rest, so all things stay. I thought the darkness had covered, I thought the end had come. I fade to grey, only to realize that inside the grey was a great mystery, that holds every paradox, gently, and each paradox is given full expression so that the polarities are not polarities any longer. Rather they flow in a perfect circle, and then outward, and then inward, and then out into the universe, and then in-between the atoms deeper and deeper into the ground of being. Yes, it covers all, reveals all, transforms all, is perfectly hidden and perfectly revealed at once.
Father, help my inner world to be open to your flow, come from without and within, until I fall into an infinite number of infinities, into that which cannot be explained.
All was gone, but then all began. My world cracked, crumbled, was broken open, was asunder, melted upon the hot earth, only to change form. Not like ice, to water, to steam, but a death and rebirth. A new creation, joined with that which has been singing forever, in perfect unity, in perfect harmony, with themselves, to realize, this was first. Life was first. Rebirth is into that which already was, I need only believe it. The shell that I thought was my primary existence was the disguise. This self made facade, shown to the systems and schools I tried to impress, where I sought praise, in anger, out of nothingness. I tried to create a new me, only to repeat my same patterns, adding to my pain.
The Example, a perfect combination of human and divine, who also believed thus, came to bring us life. That we might not fear our bodies, or hate them, or divide them or tear them asunder. So let us fade to grey. Let our polarities loose their stance, let them fall into a deep rest, let them realize they already posses that which they scream so loudly for.
Let the music play, open wide the gates, it's more inclusive than we thought. Let us all be carried into that which cannot be described, only felt, only lived into. Truth was never to be fully understood, but only enjoyed.